Emotional crazy women!

Yep thats me today Emotionally unstable. Just another day for being a me I guess but there are some factors that have turned me into this mess.

• Tried - yes i know we are all tried at some point but you cant tell me it doesn't mess with you.
• OH away / Little Miss not 100%
• Mother being Mother
• Coaching - girls that don't listen. 
• Work - the company is not going well and it was only confirmed about 30mins ago that we were getting paid tomorrow.... and thats is a months wage!! So you can see the stress going on,
• Hockey - last night the coach confirmed i was in Div 1 straight to my face, then I get am email this morning saying that i have been dropped to the seconds team. WTF. I wrote a bad email to him which i am sure will come back and kick me in the arse. Now the email did not say that I must be in the team. What it said what why the "hell" did he confirm stuff and then turn around and do some thing different. I am hurt , yes I know stuff changes and I know to roll with the punches but I think the email got to me. The icing on the cake. Oh well the email has been sent ... really need to not react in the moment.. whats done is done!

So I am totally off food, I have my wonderful lunch infront of me and i cant be bothered, But i am going to try.

I need to get this out otherwise there will be more emotional out bursts to come.

ox
Trace